I’ve been off my game lately. I am hormonal, I am emotional, and have raging PMS that is eating my brain.  

This week, this semester, parts of this year, have been hellacious. Not for one reason in particular, just crazy and sucky. 

I miss Sara and Alexis a whole lot, like all the time.I love when I have sub jobs for work, and school well aside from math isn’t awful.  But I have NO FOCUS when it comes to school. 

I miss going to the gym, tracking my food intake, and being healthy. It made me happy. The best few months I’ve been eating junk. I haven’t gained any weight back, but I haven’t lost which is okay. But the way it makes me FEEL just sucks.  

It also really sucks that getting in the gym is so hard but once you start consistently you want and need it.  I also make dumb excuses like oh school I can’t go because I have homework, I have class tonight.  Yet, then I will spend hours watching something on Netflix, instead of taking an hour to go to the gym.  It is just silly and Monday it is going to stop.

I am lonely. I live out in BFE, and I have friends, beautiful, lovely, friends. But we’re fucking adults. I know right when the fuck did that shit happen? I didn’t say that is okay. So we might text on occasion and there are like 4 people total I talk to daily.  Yet all of them live far away from me.  Even my fiancee lives far away from me!

I can’t wait for Saturday because we are celebrating a friends birthday with his new fiancee, and I can drink and Sara will take care of me and love me, and I will be with adults. And we will laugh and enjoy and have a good time.  And it will be marvelous.  I need this. I need my woman. I need to just be carefree for a night.

Then Monday the kid has surgery, and I’ve got class, then the gym. And life will be better and exercising will feel good and refocus me and it will be good.

I need a hot summer body even if I’m plus sized.  I want to be less squishy and lumpy. I want to be smooth and curvy and firm with muscles! Rawr

psychofactz:

More Facts on Psychofacts :)

darule:

Oh how I wish I could post this on the wall in my classroom! Of course, I would photoshop Bill out and put in Steve.

lolzpicx:

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Education does not care about wealth. If you are rich or poor, you deserve to be educated.

I feel that the education system, especially in elementary education, school is sometimes the only place children feel loved, supported, and cared about.

Granted yes parents should be the first ones to provide these feelings in their children but sometimes, things happen, some within our control others not.

Children did not ask to be born, they did not ask to be brought into situations that are good, bad, or indifferent. They need to be represented.

It is not okay with me to say, that when a new school built in an “unsafe” neighborhood is undeserved by the children who attend that school because they “won’t take care of it.”

Responsibility, for ones own and others property has to be taught, same as entitlement. If the parents or guardians are not training their children, the responsibility to some degree falls on the schools. Some children spend more time with their teachers than they do the ones in their own homes. 

I observed at a school today, where some children had parents incarcerated, they had emotional issues that required counseling and psychiatrists, some had ADD or ADHD, and some were gifted, but too aggressive to go to the gifted school. 

Every one of these children received love and encouragement, yet when necessary they were reprimanded. There were consequences to their actions, and rewards for their successes.

There were 6 beautiful computers, that children used for learning purposes and not one of those children abused the computer. Each of these children were equally as deserving of the facility they were learning in, as any other child from a stable family life in a decent neighborhood.

Technology is so accessible today, that many children have laptops or computers of their own, as well as a Kindle, iPad, etc. Yet these children, had to be asked “do you have internet access at home?” because their teacher could not assume that this child had these things at home.

As an educator it’s important to be aware and understanding of all walks of life. Not judge them and deem them undeserving because they’re in a bad area. Students in circumstances such as these may not have access to technology as others, and it’s important as the job of a school system to make sure we’re picking up the slack where we can.

nattyally:

My headteacher got me this card :)

 love it :)

Bahaha I remember doing this in school

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Where was my baby t-rex when I was in school? Hmph!